The ancient Celts kept in touch with their Creator by touching creation. All of nature breathed in and breathed out –the very breath of God — and all the world was soaked in the Spirit. The Celtic Creator dwelt in ancient trees and streams and holy wells.
Immersed in their pagan past, Celtic Christians called their God, “Lord of the Elements”. Christian monasteries sprang up on druid holy grounds — in the midst of oak groves and sacred springs.
The Celts had a quiet care for all living things. And the saints had a particular affinity for all creatures great and small. St. Kevin sheltered a black bird’s nest in his outstretched arms. St. Ciarain befriended a boar who cleared his land. And St. Columba’s white horse wept at his master’s death.
And then there is the story of St Mungo and the Hound, as told by Robert Van de Weyer in “Celtic Fire”.
“Mungo knew that God was calling him to found a new monastery amongst his tribesman to bear witness to the love of Christ. So he set out from home in search of a suitable place.”
“Soon a wild hound appeared and began to lead him. The hound took him over steep mountains, into deep valleys, and through dark forests. Each night Mungo and the hound lay down next to one another; and before they fell asleep they talked to each other, Mungo speaking in words, and the hound replying with barks and growls”
“Together they arrived at a beautiful lush valley, with a clear blue river running through it. And around the valley they could see little columns of smoke with many people living there The hound stopped near the river bank, and began scratching the ground with his feet, tearing up tufts of grass. Mungo fell to his knees in prayer asking God if this was truly the place to build the monastery.”
“Kissed by a robin on the cheek, welcomed by the birds Mungo knew this was the place. The hound went off to collect branches, and the bird brought leaves and grass, and soon Mungo had built himself a hut.”
“Then the hound came up to Mungo and growled loudly, bowing its head asking Mungo for a blessing. So Mungo laid his hand on his head and prayed for God’s guidance on it. The hound went off and in the following days and months and sent others to join Mungo. And the brothers came to found this new place. And the robin and the hound helped each brother to build himself a hut”.
“And the community grew, the local people came wanting to see their new neighbors. Mungo and his brothers gladly welcomed the sick into the community, nursing them back to health, and shared their simple food with hungry travellers. And soon the monastery was renowned for its generosity and kindness to all in need. And many people embraced the gospel which inspired that unassuming love.”
Mungo’s monastery was founded where now Glasgow Cathedral stands. Founded by three brothers: the monk, the robin, and the hound.
You may think this a fairy story, a whimsical tale of long ago and far away, Maybe a Disney feature with cartoon creatures. I am not sure that history will witness to its truth.
But I can. I can because of a certain hound of renown whose name was Bailey.
A decade ago, divorced and alone, I sold my little bungalow and set out to find a new home of my very own — and Bailey led the way. Bailey was Jacob’s, my youngest son’s dog, Part retriever, part shepherd, he was not much of either. But he was as gentle and companionable as the day is long. And stupid, yes stupid. He barely knew his name.
All three of my children have come and gone, come and gone, come and gone. But Bailey always stayed and never went. So I am the one who walked him, and fed him, and took care of him. And he has been my solitary roommate this decade long.
And like all roommates Bailey and I did not always get along. This roommate peed on my carpet, stole underwear out of the hamper, chewed up paper towels, drooled all over the couch, and ransacked the trash. We had our arguments and I admit losing my temper and calling him awful names. He would hide under the dining room table and come out when the coast was clear. Sweet dog that he was he never held it against me.
In my condo community Bailey took me walking several times a day. And the older he got, he took me walking several, several times a day. It was Bailey who introduced me to my neighbors: the three girls down stairs with first their French poodle and now a German Shepherd; the lady next door with the persnickety cats; the great big jock with the tiny little Yorkie; and the lady right below me who never learned Bailey’s name. But now I know theirs — all because of Bailey.
Bailey was not much of a watchdog. There was never a stranger, a delivery person, or a postman, or a friend at my door that he did not think was his friend too. I believe even a robber would have found Bailey to be his true and helpful friend, — following him all around the house while he robbed me blind. But Bailey did have a protective streak in him from time to time. When a certain male friend would visit, Bailey always jumped up on the couch between us. I am not sure what he thought he was protecting me from, but protect me he did.
And I have had a strange and lovely attachment to this dog for 15 years. But he was just a dog, right? And now Bailey is gone.
102 people years-old Bailey could barely hear and barely see and barely walk and barely get up and down the stairs anymore. Sweet dog, all my children over the holidays got to spend time with him. And we all talked about how it was getting to be “Bailey’s time”. And yesterday Bailey’s time came.
And I knew it would be sad and knew I would shed a few tears and I thought I would get through it just fine — collect myself, climb back in the car and head back home. Just a dog right?
Sitting on the blanket with Bailey as he drifted into his last deep sleep, I cried like a baby. Stroking his fur and holding his paw, I kept repeating, “All dogs go to heaven. All dogs go to heaven.”
I sobbed on the way home. I sobbed with two of my three of my children on the phone. And though Bailey rarely barked, my house was strangely quiet today. When I woke up this morning I had a dull empty feeling in the pit of my stomach that wouldn’t go away.
I lost the soul friend I never knew I had.
Anam is the Gaelic word for soul. Cara is the Gaelic word for friend. Bailey was my Anam Cara. In the Celtic Church an Anam Cara was a confessor, a confidante and a spiritual companion. With such a soul friend you can share your inmost self, mind, and heart. Everyone needs a soul friend who knows you and understands you just as you are – and loves you anyway. John O’Donohue says that where we are understood — we are home.
Many of us may have an Anam Cara of whom we are not aware. Blinded by busyness we do not see the soul friend standing right in front of us. And it is only in their absence that we ache for and recognize the blessing of their presence.
And now I know dear Bailey, that you were my Anam Cara. Now I know, sweet, sweet dog you were a soul friend to me.
All dogs go to heaven.
Soli Deo Gratias
Father Chuck mentioned Bailey’s passing last week, and I only just now found your blog post. Bailey sounds like a true and loyal friend indeed, I am so sorry for your loss.
Kindly, – Eric
Thank you, Eric. I used to think that Bailey was always underfoot but now i see that he was companonanly always by my side. I was blessed that “jacob’s dog” became my dog!
Dear Joani, what a beautiful tribute to your anam cara. I pray that your aching heart is comforted by the the sure knowledge if its great capacity, stretched by Bailey himself.
Sending big love, Pam
Thank you, Pam. Big love much appreciated esp as i am down with flu and sick as a dog:( hope all is well with you up north!
Joani, so sorry to hear that you’ve lost your dog. Wade and I had to put down our sweet Bruno almost a year ago, We cried and cried and cried. And now we’ve adopted two middle-aged Labs, beautiful dogs, and our home feels complete again. Mary
Thank you, Mary. It’s good to hear from you. Such a hole these creatures leave when they leave this world!!
As soon as I read the post title I knew Bailey had died. I’m so sorry. As I type this I can see Pud peering at me under this email from the screen saver photo. You’re going to miss Bailey now that he’s gone just as I miss Pud. Do you know the book, “All Dogs Go to Heaven”? According to that book the first thing all Dogs do in heaven is to run run run run run. Good old Bailey is running now having a grand time. Restored to what he was in God’s eyes when God created him. I’ll call you and we can share our stories. love, Nancy
O yes Nancy let’s talk! But first I have to get my voice back! Since Bailey left me I have been sick as a dog and all medicated up with DayQuil!